Living Only For Myself: Make Those Who Hate Me Regret It

Chapter 432 - 430: "How About I Take Over?

Zhou Mochen had long since come to terms with the intensity of his feelings. His condition was past the point of no return, utterly incurable.

Xu Su looked up from his embrace and saw the shattered love in his dark, somber eyes.

’How could his eyes look like that? So fragile, yet burning like a blazing fire.’

He held her in such high regard. It seemed he was feeling her breakdown and pain as if it were his own—or perhaps, even more intensely.

Xu Su sniffled and leaned in to kiss him. "You have no idea how scared I was when you pointed that gun at me. Zhou Mochen, I don’t care how bad anyone else is to me, but not you. You can’t bully me, understand?"

’It would break her heart. It really, truly would.’

"Okay, I’ll never bully you," Zhou Mochen said, the corner of his lip twitching into a slight smile. "How could I ever bear to bully you, Susu? You’re my life."

Xu Su’s heart felt as if it had been struck a heavy blow. She stared at him, stunned...

’Sweet nothings were only as convincing as the person who said them. But as long as it was Zhou Mochen saying them, she believed every word.’

She believed it. She was his life.

A thought made Xu Su feel wronged all over again. "But you don’t trust me, Zhou Mochen. You don’t believe in me at all."

’He knew Shen Chen liked her, and his first reaction was that she had cheated. It was infuriating!’

"I didn’t cheat. I only want you. Only you."

Xu Su reached out and forcefully poked his Adam’s apple, saying resentfully, "Zhou Mochen, if you ever randomly suspect me again... I’ll go far away, I’ll never speak to you again, and I’ll stop liking you."

Zhou Mochen caught her mischievous hand and gave a bitter smile. "I’m sorry, I was wrong. When it comes to you, I’ve never been very rational. There, there, forgive me this one time. I’ll try to trust you. Believe me."

As for her threat of going far away, neither of them took it seriously...

It was a well-known fact that the one who loved more could never win against the other.

Zhou Mochen could never win against Xu Su. No matter how difficult he found it, he was unwilling to make her unhappy.

The matter ended with Xu Su getting her way.

Having achieved her goal, Xu Su thought about the upcoming road trip. It would take at least a month round-trip, meaning they might not see each other for a whole month. She was already feeling reluctant to leave before she had even gone.

Locked by his gentle gaze, even though they had just...

In short, Xu Su was getting ideas again.

She tilted her head up and gently kissed his Adam’s apple, his neck, behind his ear, and then his jaw, pecking her way along bit by bit, all while glaring to stop him from trying to roll over and take charge.

Xu Su gave him a stern warning, "Don’t you move. I want to be on top."

Zhou Mochen’s brows lifted slightly, and his lips curled. He released the hand on her waist, propped his head up with both hands behind his neck, and watched her leisurely. He tilted his chin up. "Alright, you may continue."

"..." His expression actually sparked an idea in Xu Su’s mind of taking him by force.

After warning him again that he absolutely was not allowed to counter-attack, she leaned in and kissed his sharp, defined jawline, then moved, kiss by kiss, to his lips.

She propped herself up on his chest to kiss him, her long hair falling on either side. Her eyes were filled with him, and only him.

Zhou Mochen’s heart melted completely, but his gaze was like fire. His hand, at some point, had found its way back to her waist. His Adam’s apple bobbed unconsciously as he asked, as if negotiating, "How about... I take over?"

Her initiative was sweet, of course, but it was also pure torture. It was fine for a little while, but any longer and it would be a war against his self-control.

Xu Su’s back was already sore. She nodded quickly. "You do it. You do it."

Zhou Mochen let out a low chuckle, grabbed her by the waist, and rolled them over.

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Lost in a haze of passion, Xu Su resisted the urge to back out and truly saw things through to the very end.

Zhou Mochen didn’t have the heart to be too rough with her, either. The girl wasn’t old, and her body hadn’t fully matured yet. She needed to be pampered and cared for for another couple of years...

His eyes were dark and deep, filled with a wild yet restrained passion.

When it was over, Xu Su propped herself up on her aching back, internally cursing herself. ’You never learn your lesson! You overestimate your own strength! You’re completely bewitched by lust!’

’In short, she was just too horny!’

’Seeing Zhou Mochen didn’t just move her heart, it stirred her desires.’

’She knew full well she was no match for him, barely a mouthful, yet she insisted on provoking him...’

But...

Xu Su felt a warm kiss on her forehead and closed her eyes slightly. ’But this feeling isn’t bad.’

She quite liked it...

This was Zhou Mochen. Her Zhou Mochen.

Xu Su snuggled into the arms of the man beside her, placing a hand on the small of his back. "My neck is sore too."

The hand on her waist paused for a moment before moving to the nape of her neck. Xu Su grumbled and corrected him, "What I mean is, it’s hard for me to lift my head to kiss you. Zhou Mochen, lower your head and kiss me. I want to kiss you."

Hearing this, Zhou Mochen’s breath hitched. He immediately lowered his head and kissed her lips. "Want more?"

"..." Xu Su was struck silent by those two words.

After a long moment, she finally opened her mouth. "I just wanted to kiss you..."

"Don’t be shy,"

Zhou Mochen chuckled lowly and leaned close to her ear. "There, there. There’s still one left. Let’s use it."

What could Xu Su say?

Her response was to wrap her legs around his waist again.

Her mind was in a daze as she thought.

’That box, didn’t we just open it?’

’And isn’t this halftime break a little too short...’

’My boyfriend... seems to be... really good at this?’

...

When she woke up the next day, the aftereffects of her indulgence had arrived.

Xu Su’s back felt like it was about to fall apart, and her legs were weak...

’Unfair!’

’She was the one lying flat most of the time!’

Meanwhile, Zhou Mochen, who had done most of the work, stood by the bed looking refreshed and energetic, his gaze burning as he watched her.

His staring left Xu Su completely baffled. "What? Do I have a flower growing on my face?"

"No flower, no. It’s just that,"

Zhou Mochen’s lips curled into a smile. He bent down and patted her little head. "My sweet girl has finally made some progress."

Xu Su froze, understanding his meaning in a split second.

She blushed beet red, and Zhou Mochen laughed as he pinched her cheek.

"It’s the first time you didn’t give up halfway through. Susu, how can you be so endearing?"

"Shut up! Don’t say it!"

She was the passionate one when overcome by lust, but now that her reason had returned, she was back to being the shy one.

The man, his desires mostly satisfied, was in an incredibly good mood. He ignored Xu Su’s embarrassed anger, carried her into the bathroom to wash up, then personally carried her downstairs. After having brunch with her, he didn’t go to the office.

Zhou Mochen went straight to the study to work from home. Not long after lunch, Li Li arrived with two special assistants.

Xu Su was going on a trip, and with internet friends at that. Even if a few of them were future classmates from University B, there was no way Zhou Mochen could feel at ease.

In just half a day, his subordinates had already compiled the information of everyone from the Qingxuan Sect participating in this trip—including the University B alumni like Nanyang and Beiyue—into a document on his computer.

After reading through it carefully, Zhou Mochen’s gaze lingered on the page for ’Si Xuan’. He looked at the line "Eldest son of the direct line of the Peng City Si Family" with a thoughtful expression.

The Peng City Si Family was illustrious and widely recognized as the leader of the Guangdong Business Circle. It wasn’t surprising that their child was studying in Beijing, but for him to be willing to go on some road trip with a group like this was rather strange.