Love Letters

Chapter 179 Have you ever loved me?

"You treat me like this, and you still expect my love?"

Song Wenjing looked at Xu Zhancheng in disbelief, hardly able to believe her ears.

"Xu Zhancheng, ask yourself honestly, do you think you deserve it?"

Hearing this, Xu Mobai spoke in a hoarse voice, "I'm not completely like that. If you don't force me..."

"I've already told you that the way you love is wrong."

She lowered her eyes, as if she remembered something sad, "You never think about others, you only think about yourself."

"But I don't know."

Xu Zhancheng's expression slightly restrained, taking in all her reactions.

His voice was low and trembling, with a calm smile on his face, but there was a hint of sadness in his eyes that could not be hidden.

"You are unwilling to teach me, and you never look me in the face. I am just fighting for it in my own way."

He suddenly felt miserable. "I've been trying hard to keep up with you."

The night between spring and summer breaks the boundaries of ambiguity, and even the air begins to become hazy.

Far away on the other side, He Miao was typing frantically on her phone. After she finished sending the messages, she fell into a deep sleep.

On the night of his birthday, He Miao had a dream.

In the dream, Xu Mobai celebrated her birthday in the study room...

A very familiar scene, and Xu Mobai who seemed very familiar yet strange. He Miao felt that the dream was too fantastic.

It was a birthday party with only two people, blessings at dusk and sunset.

The boy lowered his thick eyelashes and carefully brought the birthday cake over, saying it was a surprise for her.

"Make a wish?"

He raised his eyelashes and looked at her, the candlelight reflected in his eyes.

Because it was evening, the lights and curtains in the study room were turned off, giving it a night atmosphere.

He Miao's heart moved, and he raised his hands, closed his eyes and began to make a wish.

"Happy birthday, Miaomiao."

He tied the same red string around her wrist as his.

The only difference is that there is a piece of jade on it.

The young man stood in the candlelight and smiled casually, his drooping eyelashes and pupils were purely black. When he looked up again, there was a hint of smile in his eyes and brows.

Seeing him like this made her feel inexplicably nervous.

He Miao looked away feeling a little guilty, "Thank you...thank you."

The fragmented light stretched the two people's shadows very long, overlapping on the wall.

The two of them ate the entire cake together as if they were doing something shameful.

Afterwards, the relationship suddenly became close?

Why are they always hugging each other? They are obviously not together.

Is it because of the dream that I became bolder?

And...why does the Xu Mobai in the dream look more honest in both his mouth and body?

When he leaned over to kiss her, He Miao was suddenly awakened.

She suddenly thought of him during the day...

For a moment, reality and dreams overlapped, and it seemed like a dream.

He Miao waved subconsciously just like he did during the day, but he just waved in the air and was then awakened.

She awoke to find it was already broad daylight.

In the early morning, when the first ray of sunlight shines into the bedroom through the curtains, the whole space suddenly becomes warm.

I broke out in a sweat and then realized that I was dreaming.

But this dream was too real.

The memories of last night came flooding back to her, and she froze. Everything seemed unreal.

It seems that Xu Mo really scared her during the day.

He'd better not let her catch him, otherwise she would definitely torture him until he cried.

But when I think back to what I dreamed about at night...

He Miao suddenly went crazy and rolled over twice under the quilt.

She missed Xu Mobai so much that she dreamed about him celebrating her birthday and other things…

Fortunately, she was in her own room, otherwise she would have wanted to find a hole in the ground and crawl into it right there.

However, what made her more socially depressed than the strange dream was the chat history between her and Xu Mobai.

The phone seemed so strange that it didn't seem to be hers.

The chat records are so weird that it seems like I have been infected with a virus or have been scammed by a telecom scam...

Looking at the 99+ messages that could not be withdrawn due to timeout, He Miao was overwhelmed.

She drank a little yesterday and was sentenced today.

Because she was too embarrassed, she deleted all contact information of Xu Mobai.

Very good, out of sight, out of mind......

Self-deception is mainly about deceiving yourself. Although it is useless in solving the problem, it can give you the illusion that the problem has been solved.

In April, the air is a little dry.

At the turn of spring and summer, the leaves of the sycamore tree turn a tender green.

On Monday, He Miao went to class as usual.

The seat next to me was always empty, until class started, get out of class ended, and school was over...

At sunset, red clouds dyed the sky red.

It is only when you are a student that you can appreciate these things.

"Squad leader, you know......"

"do not know."

"I haven't asked yet."

"No need to ask, it's all over the school."

Xu Mobai inexplicably started not coming to school. Neither the school nor the teachers explained the reason, so no one knew.

Someone always disappears for no apparent reason.

It's better not to come back.

He Miao thought so angrily, but she didn't expect things to turn out as she wished.

The second day, the third day, the fourth day...Xu Mobai really never came back to class.

His seat was still neat and clean, with no sign that anyone had ever sat there to study.

However, from her perspective, she could still clearly see the notes she had returned to him, neatly arranged in the bookends.

The sun sets and leaves rustle in the darkness.

By the end of April, the chill of early spring had completely disappeared, but the wind was still gentle.

After returning home, He Miao lay on the bed, took out her cell phone and looked through it, then she remembered that she had deleted all his contact information.

The days of May come as fast as the wind, and soon the May Day holiday is here.

That day, He Miao was just wanting to have a good sleep, but unexpectedly she received a call from Jiang Yifeng.

He seemed a little nervous on the phone.

"He Miao, are you free tomorrow?"

"Actually, I was planning to sleep in for a week during the mini-vacation, but what do you want?"

"I promised to buy gifts for my relatives and friends..."

"Oh I remember, when?"

"tomorrow."

"Oh yeah! You asked about tomorrow in the first place."

He Miao agreed very readily, "Okay then."

She was just about to take a nap when she suddenly remembered that she had forgotten something...

As expected, drinking is harmful. She seemed to have heard Jiang Yifeng confess his love to her last night? Was the object of his love to her, He Miao?

Combined with his previous phone call and performance...

An idea popped into He Miao's mind: Was he planning to confess to her that day?