Love Letters

Chapter 254: Falling in love

My throat was choked with pain, and my chest felt like it was being tightly clamped by a big hand, making it difficult to breathe.

After a while, he still couldn't help asking her, "What's the reason?"

Their eyes met unexpectedly, and He Miao looked away somewhat unnaturally.

But his eyes remained fixed on her face, staring at her closely, not missing a single expression.

"I want to study hard."

He Miao turned his head and looked away, with a blank expression on his face, as if he was talking about something unimportant.

"Now, being with you always distracts me and I can't concentrate on my studies."

He looked up at her, somewhat confused as to what she meant, and did not think about the deeper meaning of her refusal.

Still tentatively asked: "Do we want to break up briefly first and get back together after the college entrance examination?"

Seeing that her expression didn't relax at all, he said with a hint of amusement, "I know you are worried..."

"Let's break up first, and we'll talk about the future later."

He Miao said this nonchalantly, as if he was talking about a brag or being late.

"Is it really because of studying? He Miao."

Xu Mobai clenched his hands tightly, and his hands holding her shoulders trembled a little, and even his voice trembled unconsciously.

He suppressed the ups and downs in his heart and said with a bit of bitterness, "Look at me first and then I'll talk."

“It’s more than just learning.”

She finally turned her gaze back to him.

At this moment, his face showed a bit more determination, "Also, I'm a little tired of you."

There was some redness in his eyes, carrying an emotion similar to mad despair and pain.

His lips trembled, and he uttered a few words with an unstable breath, "I don't believe it."

"Believe it or not."

As He Miao was talking, he suddenly laughed, "You also know that I have always been a person who gets excited for only a few minutes, and the same goes for you."

She continued speaking in a relaxed tone, "I was attracted to you because of your looks in the beginning, but now I don't like you anymore."

“You like other genres now?”

He smiled, but there was no warmth in his eyes, and the light in his eyes seemed to be extinguished in an instant.

"Well, I want to change my taste."

She spoke lightly, calmer than ever before.

"You have too many secrets and are always hiding things from me."

Speaking of this, He Miao still felt uncomfortable.

"I can tell you anything you want to know."

Xu Mobai was also a little anxious.

"No, I'm not curious anymore."

He Miao waved his hand as if relieved, "Xu Mobai, we should all move forward."

She said it lightly.

"First love, heartbreak, these are all very common things in youth. I hope you can look at them more positively."

He Miao looked simple, as if he had let it go completely.

"Did I say something to you when I was drunk that night?"

He stared into her eyes, which were slightly red, as if he was unwilling or desperate.

Even his usually cold and arrogant voice became a little hoarse at this moment, "I can apologize to you."

"No need. I fell asleep before you that day. You know that yourself, right?"

Hearing this, Xu Mobai felt as if something had stabbed his heart, and the pain quickly spread throughout his body.

There was a faint dimness in his eyes, and he slowly closed his eyes, turned his head away as if accepting his fate, avoiding her beautiful yet hurtful eyes.

"Let's stop here, Xu Mobai."

After a while, she said softly, "Also, I hope you can remember that it was me who dumped you."

He raised his eyes to look at her, as if he wanted to see into her heart, his eyes were full of sadness and despair. In the end, he said nothing and watched her walk away step by step.

Summer rain comes suddenly, without any signs or warning.

He Miao started crying after turning her back.

It was clearly her own initiative that brought it up, but she still felt very sad.

She wiped away her tears, her voice trembling slightly.

After her back disappeared, she couldn't help but look back.

Tears fell from the corners of my eyes again, blurring my vision.

She opened her eyes and watched Xu Mobai walk away.

My heart felt like it was being squeezed tightly, and every breath was painful, as if even the air was filled with shards of glass.

He Miao recalled that morning when she woke up and found herself in Xu Mobai's bed.

It wasn't fully light yet, and the early morning temperature was a little chilly after the temperature dropped.

He Miao wrapped himself tightly in the quilt and rolled to the side.

Next to him was Xu Mobai, who hadn't woken up yet.

She was tiptoeing to get up, but the person next to her suddenly grabbed her and held her in his arms.

"Xu Mobai you......."

“Miao Miao…”

Before He Miao finished speaking, he heard Xu Mobai's voice.

"what?"

She seemed to hear him calling her, "Xu Mobai, are you talking in your sleep?"

"Miao Miao is fine. I won't let anything happen to you this time."

Xu Mobai suddenly hugged her tightly, using his whole body to hold her tightly.

"What are you talking about? I don't understand."

He Miao struggled to get up, but Xu Mobai beside her suddenly grabbed her and said, "Don't leave me!"

After a while, his tears flowed down his cheeks and dripped onto her body.

In a morning when it was not yet completely light, Xu Mobai explained everything to He Miao in his dream..........

Because of Xu Mobai's sleep talking and his notes, He Miao knew all his secrets!