Know Yourself in the Dragon World

Chapter 470: Uncertain

"You are such a slut." As Nuonuo said this, something scurried out from the bushes not far away. "Rabbit, rabbit! Hare!"

A second ago, Nuonuo was still chatting with Han Qiu about life and love, and a second later she rushed towards the rabbit like a wild horse.

She is such an undefinable girl. You cannot look at her with a constant and unchanging concept. You have to follow her thinking.

Han Qiu felt tired, so he just sat there obediently and waited for Nuo Nuo to catch the rabbit and start roasting it.

When they were in college, Nuonuo liked to tease Han Qiu, and would always think of involving Han Qiu whenever something happened.

Later, when Han Qiu defected, Nuo Nuo began to seriously examine Han Qiu as a person, and gradually became curious and afraid.

"Look, two!" Nuo Nuo came back to Han Qiu with two rabbits in his arms. "I've never eaten wild rabbit meat before. Roast it better."

"Got it. I promise they'll be roasted until delicious, Senior." Han Qiu took the two rabbits and said sympathetically, "Rabbits are so cute, how can you eat them? Without chopped green onions and coriander, the taste will probably be worse."

"Han Qiu, have you ever been in love?" Nuonuo squatted down and asked without knowing the reason.

"Um... why are you asking this suddenly, senior sister?" Han Qiu found a sturdier tree and used the spirit of words to extract the moisture from it to clean the rabbit.

"I'm just asking. Didn't we just talk about relationships? I want to hear what you have to say."

"But that topic has passed."

"Can't we talk about the past?" Nuonuo asked.

Han Qiu was powerless to refute and could only reply: "Senior sister, you think too highly of me. Do you think a guy like me deserve to be in a relationship?"

"Eh? I remember Lu Mingfei said that a girl confessed her love to you when you were in college!" Nuonuo was puzzled, "You don't like boys, do you?"

"What the hell?" Han Qiu was choked by his saliva. He coughed a few times and then retorted: "How is it possible? I am a real man with normal sexual orientation."

"Lu Mingfei told me that you really like pretty girls and you have endless thoughts about them."

"You listened to the nonsense that idiot Lao Lu said." Han Qiu's voice gradually became smaller. "But he is right. I do have endless thoughts about beautiful girls, but that is not love!"

"In other words... Sea King? You mentioned to me the definitions of Sea King and Sea Queen. Are you Sea King?" Nono had an abnormal memory for these strange topics and knowledge.

"There's a huge difference between me and Aquaman, right? I treat every beautiful woman who has no ill will towards me equally, but I won't do any unspeakable things with them, and I won't get involved in any emotional relationship between men and women." Han Qiu talked about this issue seriously.

"Then what are you after?" Nuo Nuo always speaks directly and without shame: "You don't want to roll in the sheets, you don't want to kiss, you don't want to confirm the relationship, you just want to be nice to those girls? To be honest... I don't quite understand, and I think you are dangerous."

"There must be something to gain? Then what does Caesar want from you?" Han Qiu asked.

"It's because I'm excellent and I'm the first girl to jump out of the dormitory window."

"Senior, do you want to hear the truth?"

"You said."

"Don't hit me."

"I can't guarantee that."

"Then I won't say anything." Han Qiu shrank his head.

"If you don't tell me, I'll beat you." Nuonuo waved his fist.

"Tell me, tell me." Han Qiu admitted his weakness. His voice was not loud, but his tone was full of his own certainty: "Look at yourself, senior sister. You can be said to be beautiful, but you can't say you are irreplaceable. Although your legs are not short, they are not very long either. You are tall among short people, but you are also short among tall people. You also have a bad temper and are moody. It is more difficult to guess what you are thinking than to buy a horse."

"Well, go on." Nuonuo listened carefully.

Han Qiu didn't look at the change in Nuo Nuo's expression, and continued to talk to himself: "What I mean is that, senior sister, in fact, if you compare, there are too many girls who are better than you in terms of bloodline, personality, figure, and appearance. You are nothing at all. Caesar is the heir of Gattuso. If he really wants to choose a concubine, your conditions may be ranked very far behind. The girls who want to marry Caesar can line up from here to France."

"Well, what next?"

"But Caesar just likes you. It has nothing to do with beauty or bloodline. Of course, Caesar would consider bloodline at first, because he used to pursue excellence and elites. In the academy, you can indeed be called excellent and elite."

"Go on." Nono said.

Han Qiu skewered the rabbits and started to make a fire. "What I mean is that there was indeed an intention at the beginning. It is normal for love to begin with an intention. But when love reaches its peak, the initial intention is no longer important. Caesar must be able to ignore a lot of things now. In his eyes, no matter what, you are the best one. Even if he meets someone more amazing in the future, he will never be able to compare to you."

Nuo Nuo's slap was expected, and Han Qiu leaned back just in time to avoid the slap.

"I knew you were going to hit me, senior sister." When Han Qiu was feeling proud, Nuo Nuo's leg kicked him directly in the chest.

"I told you to hide." Nuonuo said angrily.

"Senior sister, it's time to wash your feet." Han Qiu said.

Nuo Nuo got even angrier and kicked him twice more.

"I asked you to talk about love, but you are belittling me here!" she said.

Han Qiu explained: "But this is love, senior sister. I am just stating the facts, not belittling. But these facts are meaningless to those who love you. Will you feel sad because of what I said? Most likely not, you will just feel angry. If you are sad because of the facts I described, it means that you don’t love yourself that much."

"You've never even been in a relationship, yet you're talking to me about love. I really believed you after listening to you talk for so long."

"It means that you think what I said makes sense, otherwise you wouldn't be able to listen to it with your personality."

"Who do you think you are? Do you know me well? I just treat it as a monkey making a fool of itself, and I am just looking at the joke." Nono urged, "Roast the rabbit quickly, I am hungry."

"When baking, if you want speed, I can use Junyan, but it will burn easily." Han Qiu said.

"Bake properly, don't be lazy."

"Senior, I'm grateful for what I've done to you. I've cooked for you so many times, you can't not help me, right?"

"What kind of nonsense is this? Caesar has treated me to countless sumptuous meals. Is this also the reason why I can't leave him?" Nono asked.

"Well... at least these efforts can buy you a reason to leave. A man's efforts for a woman can be selfless, but please be sure to give him a legitimate reason. That... Senior, are you still planning to leave Caesar?" Han Qiu keenly grasped the hidden meaning in Nuo Nuo's words.

Nuonuo suddenly fell silent. She didn't know what to say, but she didn't want to deny this thought.

She did have the thought of leaving, although it was just one of thousands of thoughts.

Maybe admitting it would make me look a little bad, a little ungrateful, and even a little... stupid.

But she was stupid to begin with, and she was wandering aimlessly all the way, not knowing what she wanted.

She drifted around like this until she was almost Caesar's wife.